I picked up this game a little over 2 years ago, and I've played it nearly every day

since, never stopping loving it. But, at the same time I'm constantly asking myself:

what's the point of playing? The skills are truly mindless. The bosses can be

interesting, but anything gets monotonous when you've done it dozens of times, let

alone hundreds or thousands of times, which OSRS Gold is required to complete collections or

obtain drops.

To be completely sincere, I believe OSRS is the closest thing to pure substance abuse I

have ever witnessed in a video game. It's the feeling of progressing and acquiring

valuable items while watching your rank climb up in the hiscore... it's pure serotonin

with none of the stress other games place you through since it's just clicking.

I dream of having a rank for every boss, the top 1000 in clues, having every pet and

many more ambitious ambitions... but when I see the rare player who has actually gone

through those grinds but hasn't, I am not feeling anything. I'm not impressed, nor am I

sad or pityful either. I don't care. Nobody else will be interested in my

accomplishments either.

Overall, I would have liked to had earned my cape of the quest and left the quest

behind approximately 1.5 years ago. This is a bit of a long article however, your

insightful comments on this blog made all of this spring up in me. If you are

experiencing issues in your condition I'm hoping things improve for you.

I actually thought about this since people on the subreddit often mentioned how setting

a goal and reaching it is so satisfying. Then I thought about myself accomplishing the

goal, and thought about what I would feel about what I should do next. And I felt

completely empty. I've achieved this, but what was the purpose? The outcome doesn't

offer me anything and the route to it wasn't exactly enjoyable either.

I like achieving goals, but I want them to be able to be used that can be used for

learning, like online learning or making the process toward them be enjoyable. I'm

currently playing an extremely challenging Quake mod where I'm sure to lose 20 times on

each level and that's a fun meaningless achievement because I actually must improve my

skills at the game and am in old school runescape buy gold all kinds of different situations.